She sits wondering does she still care.
they haven't talked in about 6 months after the death of her beloved grandmother
she sits in tears thinking its not worth the pain
she wonders if she know
wonders if she know what shes feeling
wonders if shes still there
all they do is fight.
they don't talk like before
as she sits there gun in hand
she yells to her.she's sleeping in her room
not knowing whats happing right under her
she yells to her mom i love you and pulls the trigger
the loud ring of the gun going off sends chills down her mothers spine as she rushes to her side
but once there shes to late
she promised she would never do anything like that but it just came over her.
she blames her self
she lost her only baby
on the desk in front of her she finds a letter
addressed to her
she then her self takes the gun puts it to her head and pulls the trigger.