Just Another Suicide

I hate the world,
i hate life too.
I have a razor,
what can i do?

My wrist cuts open,
blood pouring down my arm.
The blood wont stop,
this could be alot of harm.

I think of my life,
and how it did me wrong.
I'm going to end it,
because I'm just not that strong.

I think of my family,
i think of my friends.
I'm just like everyone else,
trying to keep up with the trends.

I watch the blood pour,
its a real dark red.
I cut even deeper,
soon ill be dead.

I'm almost done,
its about that time.
But then i remember,
I'm committing a horrible crime.

I write a note,
to all my loved ones.
Telling them ill miss them,
but i just cant go on.

I Begin to cry,
thinking of what I'm letting go.
I'm starting to regret what i did,
this cant be so.

I try to stop the blood,
its getting hard to see.
My body starts burning,
like the sting of a thousand bees.

I tried committing suicide once before,
but i survived.
Now its the second time,
but instead i died.

Don't ever forget me,
ill always be with you.
I'm in a better place,
ill be waiting for you.