I apologize.
I pour my heart onto the paper
And see only the tearstains.
I try to tell you how I really feel,
But some part of me is holding back.
I'm so afraid; so scared,
And I know it's not just me.
I just wish..
I wish it was anything but this.
I apologize.
I can't even begin to say how much I care.
About this, about you, about us.
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess it was all me.
Just me.
Me and my imagination;
Oh how it loves to wander.
But there's nothing make-believe can do to make this clear.
I'm lost in the hurricane of confusion,
It's blinding me from what I know I need .
I apologize for my tears.
I apologize for getting us both in this far.
And even though I can hope,
I know I will always be the one to screw us over.
To throw us over the bridge,
Into the swirling water and sharp rocks,
That sum up everything about this.
And so, I apologize.
