The title was a perfect pick...this was a beautifully penned dedication to your cousin.
The tears crept on my as this touched me more than I can explain.

This really is beautiful. From my own views it seems like it's about feeling lost and confused. Great job.

It doesn't matter who you pray too, your words will be heard, just have faith. I do hope the pain will cease for you both. You have a beautiful caring and loving heart and it shows within this write.