I have kept secrets from my friends
and i know how much that hurt the
but i did it because you told me to i finally smartened up and told even though i wish i would have told them a lot sooner but i didn't
and I'm sorry for that i just hope they understand and will forgive me for keeping all the times you were raping me all a secret but i am glad that i told and they helped me out even though i got mad when they said they were going to tell that i had told them that you were raping me and i wanted it stopped but i was afraid to tell anyone because i was afraid of you now that you are in jail i am still afraid of you and i still have secrets from those who knows what was going on and i hope that someday soon i can tell them and i hope that they will understand why i did't tell them and i hope that they won't be mad at me because i have kept so many secrets from them.......
