Today was the day ..
I made you cry ..
I didn't mean to ..
All i wanted is to die ..
You said you wasn't angry at me ..
You said it was him ..
He upset you ..
But i know it was me ..
I'm the one who hurt you so much ..
You and me ..
I feel like we are so close ..
You help me so much ..
And i really trust you ..
Thats why i hate seeing you hurting ..
I hate seeing you cry ..
Or have that concerned look on your face ..
It makes me want to die ..
What am i supposed to do ..?
When you go away for 6 weeks ..?
I am going to be so lost ..
So alone ..
That is what i don't like about you ..
Ive become to dependent on you ..
And every time i try to let go ..
You say them same words ..
I'm here for you anytime ..'
I have told you my deepest secrets ..
And i have seen you cry ..
All you wanted ..
Is for me to be happy ..
And to be able to look you in the eye ..
You say were making progress ..
But i know its not true ..
Because I'm hurting more than ever ..
And its all because i told you ..
I'm glad you know ..
But i feel so confused ..
You said what he did was wrong ..
I feel so used ..
You said its OK to cry ..
That I'm not bad ..
But i believed it wasn't true for so long ..
That it made me mad ..
Anyway ..
I just want to say thanks ..
For being there for me no matter what ..
For going out of your way to help me ..
And for believing in me ..
I know i have been stubborn ..
And really bad ..
But i didn't mean to .. Promise ..
Please don't be mad ..
I don't know what else to say ..
Except thank you ..
Thanks for everything ..
Everything you do ..
