My life

*this was many months ago.

Have you heard the demons voices
Did you have to make your choices
Were they the right ones to choose
Or did you give up with all to loose
Do demons torture you night and day
More and more every time you pray
Were you told they're stuck in you
There is nothing you can do?
Do you have a devil friend
Who cursed you till the very end
Did he pray demons into your life
to cause you nothing at all but strife
The demons make me weep
they try to kill me in my sleep
I try to believe that God loves me
But have to ask why is this allowed to be
I know my friends have no words to say
so they sit me down to pray and pray
but praying causes more harm than good
if I could stop them then I would.

* this now
I am stronger than before
And I love God more and more
I thank God almost every day
that he heard me when I prayed
I am glad to be free
and all cause God had mercy
My life was headed to wards hell
I think every one could tell
I had no hope left, none at all
I had taken a drastic fall
God told me I still love you
There is nothing you could ever do
That would make me love you more or less
On that day my life was blessed
Because I heard God's voice
And new I had another choice
I came to God with many tears
He wiped away my many fears
God is the only way
He was there when I swayed
I'm glad to be back where I belong
Because only in God can I be strong
I know God can save you too
You just have to let him through.