Lies

Tears stained pillow beneath my pretty face
I long for an angel to take me to a better place
My heart has been through so much agony and despair
I really feel like no body cares

I have so many thoughts haunting my mind
I cry and cry trying to pass the time
I wish you would change I really do
why cant you appreciate how much I love you

Instead theres always something to cause disdain
you always know the words to cause me pain
Is this what I deserve in your own eyes
do you not see how much you make me cry

Why would you do this again and again
cant you just let my heart mend
I really feel like I want to die
I'd rather be dead than face all the lies

For lies have cut me and left some deep wounds
adding blood stained memories to loom
how do I heal that where do I start
for I can't live without a heart