I think that we all go through something like that atleast once in our lives. And it's hard for everyone to get past it. I hope you can overcome it. This may have been like a journal entry type deal rather than a poem, but I'll still rate it a 5/5. (feels kind of weird to rate someone's feelings in a form that's not poetry).

I really liked reading this. I agree with Choke, because I feel as if everyone experiences something like this once in their lives. So reading this, I can think back to the time I had to deal with the same thing. And now I can smile and say I moved on. Thank goodness. You're very good at expressing your emotions and telling him like it is. Things will get better. 5/5 For being so open and honest and putting it out there for the world to see! Even if you can't give it to him, it's always great to just have something like this written!