What My Life has Come to

What my life has come to
I do not know
As I live each day through and through
I realize it is so

What my life had come to
Is like an open door
Waiting for someone to enter, maybe a few
As my heart fills with combustion

What my life has come to
I dream of a day
Where my true love and friends do not shoo
Away from me and my array

What my life has come to
Thinks about makes me bewildered
I try to image a life of no due
As I sit in a corner and shiver