I Pray

Rain falls silently on the roof
As I feel myself lose hold of your hand
that you held out so gently
I can hardly remember your face
and that scares me.
Kept awake by the caffeine
I look up to the stars
and pray for you.
and pray for some sleep, or just for some hope.
Anything to make me feel not so lost,
Not so alone.
I quietly tell myself not to give up,
but I feel the faith slowly slipping away.
My heart, full of sorrow,
Numb to any feeling
I wish on the rain that pours down
So heavy I can feel my lungs in my chest,
making it hard to breathe
You must of love your sense of direction
cause I haven't seen you in a few weeks.
I wish on the days that have gone by,
letting my heart waste away
I wish on all the pills
that have tried to kill the headaches,
and the ache that's inside.
I pray for you,
Because I wish you were here with me.
I pray for some sleep, or just for some hope.