Little did I know

I remember the first time I saw you.
You were so captivating.
I was seven.
I said to myself, I'm going to marry that boy some day.
Little did I know.
I would get my chance.
a few years later.
On the Fourth of July.
Standing near a fence.
I looked at you.
Sparks flew, behind us.
and within us.
from that point on.
I knew it was you.
When I kissed you, that night.
I thought oh my god, god put you in my life.
Little did I know, It would be hard to forget.
a few weeks later.
I found myself in the back of your cousins car.
baby, You couldn't separate us!
sitting back there, a love song comes on.
it was Boy || men, on bended knee.
I looked at you.
you took my hand.
My heart nearly flew out of my chest.
things were good for a few summers..then..
Your mom stepped in.
You Couldn't come down here anymore.
and that was 2 years ago.
the only reason I'm going on today
is because, I love you, I think back.
I feel you near.
I feel your love.
and I pray that god sends you to me again.
I'm about to be 18 in 25 days and all I want for my
birthday. is YOU. I Love you. My love for you. is something that is NOT going away. Can someone please tell me, how to fix this. how to make me stop thinking about you. how to stop loving you. I want god to send you back to me, but until he does..I'll wait for you. because, I will NEVER give up on you!

This is dedicated to the love of my life now, and forever. I've loved you since i was 7 I'm 17 now. i don't think I'm ever going to be able to stop loving you.