Im not ready to see were you gone to fast and got in this deadly crash
All im tryin to do is just get along and pass.
I cant stand the thought
I have been doing all of this and i fought
I wish it would just end with one shot
With just one little pop
I cant wait to touch your face
Upon the heavenly gate
I want to see and be done with my fate
Im tierd of tryin
Im growing weary of this conspearisy.
I cant stand the people in this world
They try to help and then they act sore
When you need them the most the blow you off
You need to go and lay down and the one thing that is soft
Be by your self and no one else and think to get away from the strain
I cant stand all of this pain
its driving me insain
I have always thought about death after september 27th
I just want to be alone untill this thing called death
comes my way to take my last breath
I dont want to hold on any longer
I just want to be done with this shit
And no more falling in so many pit
There isnt enough plots to feel these spots
Im tryin to make this last
I dont want to see my homies pass
I just want to go out and have a blast
Be rememberd as a friend
A G
A homie
Upon these streets that i fall asleep on
I dont even try to be so fly
Im just tryin to get alone fine
With out troubel apon my life
Im just tryin to end it all
But i cant pull the trigger and go out with a ball
This is my life i rap about
I know its crap but this is the shit i write about
So dont try to say you feel my pain
Cause right now im going insain
One accesendt changed it all
And he landed so hard against something like a wall
There is so much going on in the world
And all i want to do is die
But im not ready to make my family cry
I got to stay alive for those who will still alive
And all i want to do it stay and cry
And look upon my loved ones eye
And just say i want try
But its so hard to die
