I cant go on living like this

I cant go on living like this
I'm so deep in this shit
So many thoughts going though my mind
My inner happiness is what I'm trying to find
But i should just unwind
I'm going to end it this time
I look into the past
Trying overcome the trouble i did before
But i cant overcome them this time cause I'm so sore
I'm weak from trying
And now I'm sitting here crying
Wanting to end it all
I cant stand another fall
You will see me laying face down in the hall
Your probably wondering
What could i have done to stop this
If there was only some more time, i can only wish
But now its over
And no longer will i be screwed over