Feeling like our love was a joke
feeling like i was the fault and you had to go
my eyes were sad to open brighter before i met you
but i thought i knew you ,i thought i knew it all
thinking its better to not know so much
thinking its okay to just keep my mouth shut
i should have seen the scars that you were trying to hide
before i fell into what i was trying to get out of
maybe if i paid more attention
maybe if i marked every word you spoke
this wouldn't have happened
wish i took the drugs out your sorrow mind
then i could erase the imagination you were running on
leading you to what i never thought would come to be
your father with his hand over his head looking down and his eyes closed yet tears would scream out of them
and your mother standing by your grave letting you know shes there with her voice that forgot happiness wearing the bracelet you made for her because you knew you were going to go someday
i wouldn't have known,never known
all it took was one last piece of your heart to fall off
and i was the reason for that
now i live with rain inside my head
because sadness is all i know these days
you're too far gone and I'm dying to fade
i let someone beautiful go i let her go to waste
she was beautiful thats the only word i know of her
could've listened more closely to her heart that was breaking than to her laughs she knew she was faking
i could've done so much but i wasn't thinking
i just wanted love but didn't know what it came with.
