Understanding me

The feelings that float inside me
The feelings that are telling me
That it is wrong
Wrong to do what I am doing
To myself

That it is wrong
Wrong to hurt
To hurt the people
That I love
That I care about

To the people that love and care about me
With all these feelings

With all these people that love and care about me
It makes me think
Think to myself

It makes me ask myself
If it is right
To be hurting all of the people that I love and care about
Is it really right to hurt the people that love and care about me

Why am I the one to do this to the people that most care about me

I hate myself for doing this to those people I never ever thought that this day would come that I would be doing this to myself that I would be hurting myself

But there is just one thing's
Nobody understands why I am doing this
Nobody ever will
No matter how any times I try and explain it
Or how many things I say to try to get you to understand
To understand what I am going through
To understand why I do this to myself

But no matter how much I try you all think that you understand
You all pretend that you understand
Bu I no that nobody understands what I am going through
And nobody will ever no why I am in pain
Nobody can ever no how I feel...