Love so great and deep
Path to happiness rocky and steep
This climb is killing me
Every step drains me of my belief
My wish to crash and fall
Is my nights relief
And I'm sorry
That I dream of falling
And I'm sorry
That every morning I wake crying
Cause I'm still here
My hands cut and bleeding
With me my heart is pleading
Can't see the top from here
Loosing hope with every breath I take
Thoughts to jump and loose it all
First smile I don't fake
And I'm sorry
That I dream of falling
And I'm sorry
That every morning I wake crying
Cause I'm still here
My wish to make it to the top
This feeling begging me to stop
If I were to fall would you still speak my name
* i wrote this as a love poem in a time where i was not sure i was ready to love and not sure my relationship could make it . the poem is about my struggle to keep going , to keep loving