Saturday night when i went to bed it took all i had not to cry and still i did.i dint know him. i didn't know her, but even knowing someone killed them self hurt so much.i tried to help. i tried to stop it. i didn't know how. i remember her words so clearly. they are stuck in my head and i dint know why they hurt so bad. i tried so hard not to think of those hurtful things but sitting there alone in the dark made it hard to think of anything else. i start to cry and can not stop. life has no point any more.
