As the world stops spinning, chaos strikes again
every time I'm almost their, I see that I cant win
I pray the hurt will stop, that it will all go away
or that I can somehow fix, the pains of yesterday
I wish I could have stopped him, I wish I would have fought
But instead I've learned the lesson, he thought I needed tought
I want the little girl inside, to smile once more
and I've pled to understand, what he did this for
Or why she gave up that day, why'd she want to die
I guess I wasn't important enough, for her to stick by my side
why'd they all leave me, why'd they all just quit
and why wont anyone say they love me, and actually mean it
I guess I'm just done with being used and used
heres another page from the diary of a girl so badly bruised
