Read This Note One Last Time.

This pain is so strong.
The depression so deep.
Everything is wrong,
No longer do I sleep.

I stay up late into the night.
On how to do it,
With my mind I fight.

Night after night,
I will continue to try.
Staying up into the wee hours,
Deciding how I want to die.

No one knows the pain that I feel inside.
That's why the scars on my arms,
I decide to hide.

I don't want to hurt them,
But no longer can I live.
The pain is too strong.
I have nothing left to give.

I hate having to pretend,
And everyday put a fake smile on my face.
I want my life to end.
In this world I no longer have a place.

So tonight, I will find the courage.
That's why your reading this.
I took my own life.
I guess you found me now.

Please don't cry,
And don't blame yourself.
Don't ever ask why.
I had to do it.
I wanted to die.

Don't even miss me.
Because I am forever gone.
Accept that I killed myself.
And just move on.

Read this note one last time.
Then throw it away,
And take me out of your mind.
I am already gone.