Submerged

I just want to dive.
to plunge deeper and deeper into unstill waters.

a leap of faith?
a leap of fear
a leap that wonders
if there is ever a ground
a leap of free will
away from strings
away from "looking back"
away from gravity

deeper and deeper i want
to fall,
into a realm
of suspended reality

and to forget the questions
of which is better? -
to die or to live.
No. I only want to dive
and be submersed.