D(r)own And Out

To this day my life you still haunt,
Stripping me bare,
Tearing me apart,
I tried to run,
I tried to hide,
But you still rip me up inside.

Betrayed and enslaved,
Now just drowning,
Emerging in a sea of darkness.
Too tired to swim,
I can't keep a float,
I think I'll just sink,
It's where I belong.