Dear Whomever You Are.... I Hope You Hear Me

Dear God or whomever you are...

Why do you hate me so much?
You've taken every little thing from me
My life, my love, my soul is gone
What is it I just can't seem to see?

I thought if I asked
You'd make this pain go away
But instead all I feel
Is this pain worsen every day

Dear God, what have I done?
I'm sorry I havent been all that good
I'm sorry for the mistakes I've made
If I could take back my sins I would

Please just give me one sign
Show me I can live again
I've tried so hard all my life
To pretend I don't feel this within

I feel I've been rejected
Now I feel so very lost
Trying to get up from this fall
Hurting myself for who's cost?

I thought I could be normal
Just forget about the dark past
But everyday you remind me
I just dont think I can last

How much more do I have to beg
Before you see this pain inside
I'd like to pray for some sort of hope
But I only pray for a place to hide