I Can't Stand Not Knowing

I truly am sorry for me.
For what I may have done to deserve this.
I can't take whatever it is back...
And I wish I knew.

Please don't take this out on me anymore.
I've had enough.
I need to be with you.
I don't think you understand.

I can't stand not knowing.
Everywhere I look.
I think of you.
And it kills me.

I can't promise I'll let you back.
So make your move.
But be wise.
You might lose me forever.

I know I need to leave you.
But I love you too much.
You mean so much to me.
And I can't let go.