Guilty Past

I'm not yet learning from my mistakes,
each and everyday I mourn over them,
but I know that these are the risks,
The ones that I must do.

Matter of fact we are all human,
but the difference is that I'm alone,
no one there to hold my hand,
no one there to talk to on the phone.

I try to live my life large,
but all I do is fall,
no one here to wipe my tears,
no one here uses their ears.

They don't listen to my tale,
the one that is driving me insane,
you won't care until I fail,
but that day will be to late.

My heart is eating its way out of me,
the pain is to much to bare,
I thought it was just heart burn,
but its just my guilt that can't let me be.