You and only you

You play these games so easily
Smiling inside trying to ruin me
Twirl me in my unrealistic dreams
Shut me up and cover my screams
Spin me around in the world of confusion
Trap me into a space of depression
Pull me out and pretend you saved me
Shove me around so carelessly
Your words crawling under my skin
Hatred for you exists within
You make me go on the edge
Trying to push me off the ledge
Hiding from you because I'm terrified
Shouldn't have believed you when you lied
You're enjoying every moment of my failure
Laughing inside as you witness my torture
You say I'm the perfect person to commit suicide
Pointing out my flaws on the outside
Took off my mask that I put on so well
Doing just about nothing as I fell
I couldn't fool you with my painted face
You trapped me in this horrible place
Where I can't do anything,but put myself down
Through these emotions,I drown
I didn't know I could sink this low
Leave me alone and let me go
Taunt me as I beg to die
Calling me worthless and weak as I start to cry
Staring into your cold dead eyes deeply
Realizing that you're nothing but empty
Making me understand the full concept of pain
Forcing me to believe the fantasy of being insane
Losing every game you played on me
I just crawl to a corner and breathe hopelessly
Playing these games,smiling inside
Finally felt the satisfaction as my soul slowly died

~uh first poem on here so please don't write cruel comments~