I Want, Need, and Pray to Die

by Never URs   Jun 23, 2007


The thoughts burst through my mind
there are so many at one time

But how to do it I'm not sure
and realizing I wouldn't have a cure

The knife the rope the gun all lay
but I tell myself on the table they should stay

I cannot live anymore
I want to die and to be sore

I need to go and be with my father
because I am nowhere close to being the perfect daughter

I want, need, and pray to die
and suicide is on my mind

The passion and yearning coming out of this
make me feel weak and without a fist

No more fist for fighting with the struggle of life
I pick up the knife and my mind can't decife

I don't know what or when or how
but I know that it needs to be done somehow

The blades and bullets await
longing for me to decide my fate

They gaze back at me bowing their heads
and I look at them and want to cut my threads

I'm so excited for the feeling of death
and I'm dreading my life ahead

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