I'm falling down
Soaring up
Into the arms
Of what I've tried to hide
I'm going round,
Circles in my head.
Nothing stopping me
From spinning away.
The lights flash
The flames burn
The love and hate
are tearing me up
The broken shards of me
hurting
Sharp as glass
I'll never go back
To being whole, put together,
Being me.
Or being with you.
I can only wish, and I can only dream.
I know I should know better.
I'm cornered, and there's only one way out.
So I take myself, and jump,
still screaming from the neverending nightmare of what I lost.
