The real me

You broke my heart in to many places to count
i should hate you but yet i still yearn for your touch
for your love
trying to understand what happened to the days when you were my man
the happiest moments in my life
nothing could bring me down
always carried a smile ..never a frown
you were the love of my life ..the one i cherished
there was nothing you could do wrong ..
now ive been awakened i can now see
you never loved me
at least not the way you made it seem
you disrespected me to the fullest you made me feel so stupid ..
like such a fool
i feel so used and abused
never thought this would be me
the fool who couldnt see
i don't regret "us "
i just wish you could have seen the real me
the parts you couldn't seem to see
the part that loved you fully and unconditionally
the part that would give it's life
the part that wanted to be your wife
wanted to settle down and build a family
guess it wasn't meant to be
to say in the least i hope one day you will see
the real me