Truth inside

The tears forming in my eyes
Turn all those " I'm fines " into lies
I'm sorry I don't know how to feel
That I can't tell if my love for you is real
I wish I could tell you everything you need to hear
In this thing called love there was a way to steer
That every time you held my hand
I could make sense of the feelings I have yet to understand
Maybe the tears putting me to sleep at night
Are a sign that deep down not all is right
I want that every time you come around
The walls I built around my heart just come crashing down
I know too much to leave this be
And I care too much to let you see
I'm loosing my mind each time we touch
All the feelings in my heart have become too much
I can't stay and let these feelings grow
But I'm much too scared to let you go
Empty is the thought of life without you by my side
Crazy is what I'll become if I stay with all the secrets I'm trying to hide
I'm sorry I can't love the way you do
And I'm sorry that this time I'm not sure I can pull through