She feels him.she sees him.she takes in every moment.tracing his body.memorizing every line.memorizing every smell.it seems so intense.then just like that.she wakes up.hes laying next to her.not moving.he sleeps.he dreams his dreams.he thinks over his thoughts.none pertain to her.she knows it.she wont say a word.he hides it with his words.his smiles.it hurts her.she will hide it.she has mastered masking her pain.shell do what she must to keep him close.through the arguments.through the pain.through the tears.she will stay close waiting.waiting for him to see her.to see what she can give him.he will not see.he will not feel.he will not be anything her love can be.shell be gone.she will break.she will tear herself apart without him.and he still wont see what shes done.what hes done to her.she will decay.laying in her bed without him when he leaves.she will dream.she will wish.she feels him.she sees him.she takes in every moment.tracing his body.memorizing every line.memorizing every smell.it seems so intense.then just like that she wakes up.hes not next to her.he has left.he no longer wants her.but his power hold her.
