The pain in me tares me apart
I have pain in me that wants me to push to the end
My soul bleeds of sadness
I cry out with my fingers
Its like they??re being torn from the tissue
I see the pain and all I think about is how it has gone numb
I have lived with it for so long
That I don??t know what to do
Sometimes I think that I have sworn the fingers back on
But it has only made it worse
More blood escapes from my soul
And I don??t know what to do
The pain over whelms me so much I don??t know what to
Do I cry more and watch the pain get worse
Or do I try to shut it out?
I try but when I try I never know which way to try
Try to hold back my cries?
Or tell my true feelings to the world?
Will I ever feel the same again?
Will I ever have my beautiful fingers attached again?
Will my soul ever stop bleeding?
