Forever apart

I miss you so much i can't stand the pain i hate the fact
that i can't see you again and i did not get to say good bye you where like a mother to me but you where only my aunt. i can't think right sometimes i can't sleep and how i used to sing with out a trace of fright i can't even sing a song without thinking of you it hurts so bad your my angel in disguise i just can't see you touch you or hug you any more and that hurts I'm writing this because this is the only way i can communicate with you from the out side world this is how i tell you i love you and get my feelings out I'm hurting so bad please help me under stand

and for those of you who are reading this and thinking that it's not much of a poem I'm sorry but losing someone this close to you hurts you so much that u just want to die please forgive me
yours truly dark angel