I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me
I'm sorry for being there when you wanted me away.
I'm sorry for not noticing you
Till the last hour of the day.
I'm sorry for not being able to help you
When you needed it most.
I'm sorry for not listening
And making all those jokes.
I'm sorry for doubting you
When I did not have the entire picture,
Assuming that you were playing a game
When you were really true.
I'm sorry for ignoring you
And pushing you away
Emotion clouded my better judgment
As night takes over day.
All these things I'm sorry for
And yet there is more.
I'm sorry for all the things I did to you
That caused you agony
I'm also sorry for the things I didn't do
That caused you suffering.
I know it is late in the day
And all this is probably useless now
But letting you go without telling you this
Is something I can't do.
I love you
I will miss you when you're gone
I ask only for forgiveness,
Forgive me for any wrong I've done you.