Special Girl

I screwed up this time.
I'm the one to blame.
Now I know for sure.
Things will never be the same.

I lost my temper.
My nerves were shot.
I never meant to say what I said.
Now the pain wont stop.

I was trying to fight for you.
But that wasn't going anywhere.
My heart has stopped beating.
And now without you life is hard to bare.

Nothing could ever bring you back.
Ive lost my everything.
Broken hearted as always.
And breaking down over and over again.

I cant stand the tears.
That are falling down my cheeks.
I have no more strength left in me.
So im standing here weak.

I'm not afraid to admit it.
But babi I am scared.
I don't know how to make it through.
With out you being here.

God can only decide.
What my plans in the future will be.
Hopefully he made it to where.
It only just you and me.

Why do you put me through this.
Why does love cause pain.
Now I'm left here with nothing left to lose.
And nothing left to gain.

Theres no reason to be here anymore.
Just take me out of this world.
Cause the only way ill ever be complete.
Is when I'm with that special girl..

Jay Jay
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