How do you know its true

How do know its true
when all he does is hit you,
when your tears wont dry,
for all those nights you cry
when your nightmares are real,
and with all the pain you deal.

How do you know its true
when his chokes say I love you
when your heart can't be fixed
and your mind is full of feelings that are mixed.

How do you know its true
when your first love hurts the most,
and to make it feel better you take another dose.
drugs barely help,
and no longer you can yell,

you don't know its true
you lie to yourself because its not true,
so don't go back shut that door
because how do you know its true!!