The whole time,
I knew I wasn't happy.
I think everyone knew it.
But I thought things would get better
I thought if I could change myself,
I could change both of us.
I should've known better.
I killed myself trying,
But none of it mattered,
Because in the end,
I am only in control of what I do,
and how I look at things.
But sometimes,
It takes the hardest decisions
to see what really matters
To see what I myself, not you, need to live.
Finally I see
It took me almost longer than I could bear
But finally,
I know what I need,
And I finally know how to move on,
and live with myself
When I should've left you a long time ago
To take care of myself, and make sure I was okay.
Because you're the one who made the mistakes
You're the one who needed to make changes.
I was just the one taking the blame.
