Half Dead

My life it is not worth it,
My thoughts don't seem worthwhile,
Through shattered hopes and bitter dreams,
I cannot manage a smile.

The demons eating away my soul,
The hell I'm in makes me cold,
Look in my eyes and you will see nothing,
But a spitefulness i call home.

The passionate flame has died,
I release my monster inside,
I feel every bit of pain,
With all the negativity it rains.

But if you happen to see it,
The bit of pain i share,
You would want to hold my hand,
Lead me out of this nightmare.

All i need is love,
Let out my tears,someone to hug,
This bur don is too much to hold,
My hands are getting numb and cold.

Look again into my eyes can you see me?
look closer and closer and then you will see,
i am this way because of my past,
i will tell you but your kindness wont last.

i will show you what to do,
but do not hate me for it,
you will see my blood is blue,
i am dying don't forget.

quickly give me the breath of life,
i really do not want to die,
i am melting ,falling apart,
get the poison out of my heart.

kiss me now,
love me somehow,
show me there is something else,
something to look for before i melt.

i am losing my breath,
quick give it back,
the demons are fighting,
starting to attack.

i see a warm friendly face,
coming out of the blue,
tears in my eyes,I'm looking forward,
searching,hoping its you.

warm lips touching mine,
now i can see love is blind,
you are now here to stay,
you fought all of my demons away.

thank you i will never forget,
the kindness you have showed yet,
but there is still one thing running through my head,
is the day i was only half dead....