Defeat

My life is a lie it deserves a crown,
the within bitterness my soul shall drown,
the darkness inside me is killing my life,
cut it free with a knife.

EMO they all shout at me,
EMO leave me be,
EMO go away,
EMO your not wanted,don't stay.

I go away but I'm still there,
i break down within despair
why cant i leave the mess I'm in
why cant i leave this awful sin.

the addiction has spread into my heart,
my skin and that knife are one part,
the blood is thick and maroon,
I'm happy now,I'm on my own.

EMO they all cry,
EMO u live a lie,
EMO just a wannabe,
EMO u will never be free.

in my room alone again,
that knife has become my new best friend,
the pain and hurt still inside me,
tear my,flesh let it be free.

EMO they laugh and taunt,
EMO our visions you haunt,
EMO heres a blade,
EMO now go away.

I'm in my room with new scars,
freshly made, knife in so far,
the sinful water escaping my dreams,
all this pain washed away it seems

EMO they push and shove,
Go away,get lost
EMO they laugh and howl
EMO you can go now.

inside that room,knife ready,
my hands trembling,i cannot hold steady,
NO i cry tearfully,as my memories haunt,
NO i scream out loud,this is what they want.

i stop and stare,
my walls are bare,
i blink twice,
theres nothing there.

they are gone now,they are history,
i defeated them,my greatest victory,
no more emo taunts and stares,
no more knife,the pains not there.