She's been hurt. so what. her life sucks. o well. she could tell her story. but for what. to be embarrassed. she's so strong. yea right. then why is she still sitting there. telling herself she needs him. she breaks constantly. she's always crying. she's always sick. she is nothing special. she knows. shes' nothing to hold on to. or come home to. she knows she's this weak. that's why she knows she does need him. but as she means nothing. neither does her needs. she is needy. who would want that. why did she expect this to be her sanctuary. him her savior. her life does not work like that. it never has. nothing lasts. she'll be gone soon. she will fade. he will forget her. he won't even notice. that's when she'll say goodbye. not to him. to everyone she meant at least something to. then she will fade. black herself out of this world. she wants no pity. she wants no tears. just the wish that everyone knows she left to kill the pain his love caused. and may he not spit on her grave if he ever notices it.
