Stupid reality

~I'M STUCK IN THE RAIN MY HAIR PLASTERED TO MY FACE AND BACK. I TREK ALONG THE ROAD. LOST IN YOUR EYES. I SHOULD HAVE REALIZED I'D FIND YOU WITH HER. I CAN NOT CRY. I CAN NOT LIVE ANY LONGER. YOU HAVE TAKEN MY ALREADY BROKEN HEART AND WONT EVER RETURN IT. HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT IT. MY TEARS ARE WASHED AWAY. BUT WHAT IF I WANT THEM TO STAY? I FEEL NUMB TO THE PAIN. NUMB TO THE RAIN, FALLING ON ME. LIKE TEARS THAT ARE SHED ONLY FOR ME. I CAN'T THINK STRAIT. MY LIPS ARE TURNING PURPLE. SHIVERING LIKE MAD. I HOPE YOUR HAPPY. WHAT YOU'VE DONE......I CAN'T EVEN EXCEPT IT. I DON'T WANT TO EXCEPT IT. MAYBE I AM DREAMING. (PINCH) NO NOT DREAMING. LIVING IN A STUPID REALITY. WHAT DOES IT WANT FROM ME?!