Remember actions have consequences,
That ain't usually good,
So I wish I could feel,
The way that I should,
But I'm sorry I don't,
And that I never will,
But no matter what happens,
I'll love you still,
It's up to you to choose,
What you want to do,
But remember your choices,
Affect me too,
I'm sorry I'm like this,
That I'm acting this way,
But after tonight,
It hurts me to stay,
You can do what you want,
What you think is right,
But baby this time,
I won't stay to fight,
I hope that you're happy,
You deserve it you do,
But I need to be selfish;
Look out for myself too,
I've been nothing but loyal,
For all this past year,
Despite what you've thrown at me,
I've still stayed right here,
I know I'm not in love,
Despite how it may sound,
But I won't deny I miss you,
Now you're not around,
But this is the final straw,
I can't handle the pain,
You've hurt me before,
I won't let you again,
If I was in your place,
There'd be no deliberation,
I'd put you first every time,
Without a hesitation,
But you're not me,
So I know that I've lost,
I knew my insane jealousy,
Would come at a cost,
You can say I always win,
But boy that's not true,
You win every single time,
I think of them and you,
It seems to me now,
That mutualities dead,
I know you don't care now,
Despite what you said,
So do what you want,
It's not up to me,
Just remember, no matter what,
Forever yours I'll be.
