Music of pain

My heart's playing the music of pain
my eyes reflecting all kinds of sorrow
my soul scattering in vain
but still am nt gonna follow
still fighting
still trying
but the music is still going and going
the melody is not stoping
hopeless..thats what i am
i cant go on..although i said i can
falling tears
passing years
i spent them aching
i was just trying to find what was missing