That blade you took away
The one you threw so far
I didn't like that day
Another reason to create a scar
Made me promise not to do it
But its my way out,my addiction
Nobody has done anything for my benefit
Can't make me stop my self mutilation
The feeling I get,the sense of release
Relief spreading under my skin
Don't expect the cutting to cease
Promise might mean something to you
But promises don't keep me true
I control the pain I want
Stare at the blade and its tempting
To see my blood just seeping
My precious body isn't perfect anymore
Love letting my hurt pour
You broke my non-existing heart
Tore my low self esteem apart
The only face I want to see
The only arms I want around me
Its you that I want to get
And you that I can't forget
These recent cuts I dedicate to you
But the things I feel,you don't have a clue
I'm the girl you'd never expect
Hide the emotions so you can't suspect
Run to the shadows to darken my soul
Stay in the corners to scare away the tears
Turn away so you won't know I was crying
So deceivable,don't even know I'm lying
But I can't give up my blade for you
Everything else I could do
I love you,but I need this cut
The blade is here,when you're not
Slash my arms while my eyes shut
