I dont know:(

If only you knew

how much your on my mind

im openin my heart to you

i want you to know that you should be mine

we could be together for all of eternity

our souls intertwined .

you would be my everything

ourselves in eachother we would find.

but i just dont know anymore

what was once so clear

is now a blurr

and my heart begins to tear.

i dont wanna be confused anymore

i just want you to be honest

like you once were

you used to be so modest

you probably dont even care

about a word im saying .

all i can do is stare

while i see you slowly changing

it breaks my heart

because i fell for you

&& i dont want to fall apart

so tell me you fell for me too .

i wish i could tell you everything im feeling

i wish you could know how many tears i cried

at night i think of you as i stare up at the ceiling

and i wish you know i really do i try .

but it seems nothing i do is ever good enough

i try and i try again and again

but the harder i try the more confused i am .

everything just seems to be so tough ,

my feelings are nothing in your presious eyes

like you dont care about what i tell you

the new you is who im starting to despise .

you breaking my heart in two .

im watching you as you play with my heart

i pray it wont break as you bend and twist it

like your intending to tear me apart

and you dont even care that my heart has just been ripped.

all im sayin is i wish you knew

all the things i want to say

i wish you knew that im hurting because of you...

but i have to keep it a secret all day everyday.