I don't look forward to tomorrows
Never wanted these todays
Wish to forget all my yesterdays
Kill off the pain and sorrows
Take me away from this atmosphere
I have no purpose living here
I'm not wanted in this place
I'm the only error I have to erase
This isn't somewhere I belong
Everything just seems to be wrong
Murder my thoughts and nightmare
Make a stand to be more fair
Create the pressure that hurts me
Just shut me out of this reality
Scream at me because you can
You're the reason I ran
But its not only your actions
Others have played with my emotions
Hold me to keep me stable
Help me get strong because I'm unable
Force me to close my eyes
To shield me from your lies
But I already know the things you hide
All my anger contained inside
Save me from transforming artificial
I don't want to end up superficial
I don't understand you at all
Can't seem to figure you out
I might know you pretty well
But I don't know anything about you
Turn your back on me because you don't care
Left alone,and loneliness I can't bear
Hoped I would be deleted
Didn't want a destiny waiting to be completed
Cover my feelings and lead it to death
I'll love you 'til my very last breath