You left so quickly
I never got a chance to say goodbye
I never got a chance to tell you everything.
You broke my heart
Now all I do is feel pain
Its not your fault
Your not the one to blame
If I could go back
And change whats done
I would
if I could but I cant
Now all I feel is loneliness
All you are now is a memory
A strong, beautiful, powerful, painful memory
I don't want to feel anymore
I don't want to be close to anyone
Because I am scared
I am scared that I will hurt them
Just the way you hurt me
I just want to forget
Forget the day it happened
Forget the day I couldn't save you
Forget the day you died
All I want to do is die
All I want to do is cry
As I lay here and cry
I feel your spirit
I feel you try to give me
strength
faith
love
but your wrong
I cant feel that
I will never feel that
I don't want to ever feel that
I just want to forget
Forget the day it happened
Forget the day that I couldn't save you
Forget the day you died
You were my friend
You were my other half
But thats it
Its all gone now
All you are now is a past tense
All you are now is a memory
A strong, beautiful, powerful, painful memory
I don't want to feel anymore
I don't want to be close to anyone
Because I am scared
I am scared that I will hurt them
Just the way you hurt me
You are gone forever
And that wont change
Ever
All you are now is a memory
A strong, beautiful, powerful, painful memory
I don't want to feel anymore
I don't want to be close to anyone
Because I am scared
I am scared that I will hurt them
Just the way you hurt me
I just want to forget
Forget the day it happened
Forget the day I couldn't save you
Forget the day you died
Dedicated to the memory of Lizzie Silverman.
She was/is my best friend
Not a day goes by that I do not think of her..