Tears

I cried last night only a couple tears, It feels like I haven't cried in years.
The tear drops are perfect balls streaming down my face, i felt a little stress go away in that place.
There's this tight ball in the middle of my chest that is always there,
i just wish somebody would care.
They say its not OK to cry, so i shake it off and wipe my eyes.
I'm scum if i show my emotions I'm a horrible daughter if i don't,
no matter what happens being happy i wont.
I'm stuck in the middle not knowing what to do, and then i start crying just thinking about you.