Life

Life is one of those things
that you never really understand
how come the dogs bite and the bee stings?
and why is everything unplanned
no one gets it
but living is something everyone must do
so i decided to slit
my wrists until i bled out blue
it didnt work
that shit didnt kill me
i feel like such a dork
and i dont want to be
i wanna die
before my misery ruins everything
when strangers pass by
i dont know what they're doing
they could be fine, or sly
i don't know what to do