Turn Back (358)

The sun is rising
In my mind
But the clouds are forming
They're black and forlorn.

I see my friends
They don't look my way
I take a step forward
And they walk away.

You were always saying
ThatI am not so different
And you convinced me, so
Now I don't know what to think.

Courage, don't desert me
Fear, do not defeat me
I can't turn back
Now that I'm here.

My love, don't fail me now
I was always there
Heart, don't break on me
I did always care
For you...

Hold me in your arms
Don't let me fall
Please, don't drop my heart
Though it was always broken...

I always needed my fear,
my courage, my love
And heart...
Goodbye.

I don't want to turn back
Because I am here
I made all the wrong moves
And locked myself away...

You inspired me to
Always be myself
But I couldn't make it
I needed you
All along...

~mixed feelings~

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